Alex

You should know better by now.

Deep breath

and

exhale.



This'll only ever end badly for you<3

She Wrote.

Fuck, I'm so alone.

Boys
are fucking useless.
I'm not pretty enough
Or whore enough
for them.

Family
is making me sick.
Dad dying. Mom crying. Brother
nonexistant.

Friends
don't exist.
Ineffectual beings that just couldn't
keep up.

Right Things

I'm tired of saying and doing all the right things.

(And getting shit in return.)

Hah. (Fuck.)

"I spend too much time thinking about things that well never happen and dressing up for the boy that will never care."


Well, Hell, I can be summed up in an lj icon.

Thoroughly Mindfucked.

Anyone ever just been thoroughly mindfucked by a dream?

Fuck, I still can't escape it, and I dreamed it the night before last.

There's just the rustle, the moans, the strong feeling that I'm going to be so fucking sick.

It's driving me a little crazy.

Or a lot.

I'm just

pretty fucked up at the moment.

And I probably shouldn't be.

=/